Crossroads Ahead......

So, on my way home tonight from work, I suddenly remembered I had no blip!!!!.....Then suddenly, this road sign came upon me, and hey presto!!!!!....
Not that it is just a random blip though, ........ it pretty much sums up how I have been feeling for the last week or so.

Im feeling particularly low at the moment, and although I'm dreading the next few days in work, inside I'm relishing it, as it will give me little time to ponder over my thoughts..... as well as stop my mind from running riot!!!!....

On my journey home, after taking this picture, " I got to thinking ".....

Where the hell am I going, and where do I go from here ????......
1...Do I continue straight on....and be oblivious to everything.. ????....
2...Do I stay where Im at and always settle for " just " how it is ????....
3...Do I turn my back and run ?????....run and seek comfort in my old habits ????...very appealing just now is "ed"
4...Do I stop dead in my tracks....and address " just how it is ".... ???....
5...Do I turn around and go fight for the thing I let go..... in the hope they miss me too ???...though settle for " how it was "....
6...Turn left or right ???....
7...Do I search for " how I want it "...if it exists ???...
8...Do I do nothing....im too darned tired, long in the tooth and defeated to care anymore...???
9...Do I get out of the car and hide ???
10...Do I just keep going as I am for now, for I am so confused, maybe time will tell........hmmmmmmm.......

im so so undecided and confused......even my quotes are undecided, my head says one, my heart another, hence there being 2....sorry my blip friends....xxx

" Stand at the crossroads if you will, but if you'll not choose, ill move on without you "
j.carey


" You may not remember the time you let me go first, or the time you dropped back to tell me it wasn't that far to go.....Or the time you waited at the crossroads for me to catch up........
You may not remember any of those, but I do and this is what I have to say to you:.......
Today, no matter what it takes, we ride home together "
b.andreas