Back in the tank

After a week of going and 2 full sessions I think we can say that tank days are hard and gruelling on us all. Carl and I have come up with an agreement that the one who doesn't go will be the optimistic keep the faith one. For the other we'll have to see if it gets easier for J to be there. He really doesn't like it at all and yet he is willing (enough) to give it a go in the hope it will make a difference. We're hoping at the moment we are suffering from the delayed payback effect with this effort upfront treatment.

And you know perspective is good....we didn't get bombed or shot at and no-one is planning on locking us up for what we think. Well not yet anyway though if they knew I only voted to be Queen for the day as opposed to Johnny Depp in the coffee shop tip jar question so I could tear the walls down from within maybe they would. Good job "they" have more pressing matters than reading my blip.

Onwards and upwards. Glass of winewards at least for me. And thinking about it I did buy the boy wine gums as his heading off to the tank treat / distraction.

Lesley x