I haven't written anything the last few days; I haven't been in the mood and couldn't be bothered. But today I realised  I wanted to document this bit of my  life too and would regret it, looking back at blank days.

The week has been pretty awful. I have been feeling really low, no energy, sleeping still all over the place, self harming daily, very sensitive and not seeing the point in anything . I have been close to tears several times for no apparent reason. Work has been hard.
I had a GP appointment today and I told him everything including my psychiatrists appointment. He had never heard of Treatment Resistant Depression and didn't know the drug T3 could be taken for depression. He is going to research both things and I have to go back to see him on Tuesday. I admitted to thinking about ending it all when he asked the question so he gave me leaflets with phone numbers if I needed it.
He is also going to phone the psychiatrists boss and ask if my appointment could be brought forward.