It's going to be a busy week.
I thought it might be but not quite so.
Had a walk to Tesco at lunchtime.
If I went to the river I may want to stay.
To stand and stare.

I tried to explain a complex calculation.
I understood it but it got stuck in my head.
I couldn't get it out in the right way. 
Like I couldn't focus.
But there wasn't just one point of focus.
It had to be viewed in its entirety.
From many angles.
Sometimes I can see things others can't.
I need other people to question me.
Maybe I don't understand.

Maybe my brain is full of dross.
I know my camera is.

Sunflowers in the sitting room window,
For me