Weird stuff

Around 10.30 last night, there were a few rumbles of thunder, a couple of flashes of lightning, a torrential downpour and that was that.

My disappointment was significant.

Around 2.15am, I was woken, not by thunder, but by amazing sheet lightning that was lighting up our bedroom.  It appeared that I was the only one who was woken or bothered.  I got up, set the camera up in front of the back door, behind the curtains, and left it running on 30second repeat intervals for a while.

No thunder.  At all.  Just lightning.  For about 45 minutes.

Despite the frequency, I didn't get any obvious evidence on camera, so you are left with this.

It is a disappointment.
There have been so many things today that have disappointed me.
I have also realised that there have been many things in the last few months that have disappointed me also.  Things that other people and myself could have done something about.  But the moments have passed and it seems I am filled with a small pot of festering annoyance / frustration / disappointment.

I feel like I am not really here.  I don't know how else to explain it.