Buddha detail

The dharma hall at Chithurst Buddhist Monastery was full of flowers today, but not another person in the hall. So peaceful. I took, myself there to try to regain some equilibrium,. Although much of the news is fairly positive, I am finding the decision making very difficult and scary. Whichever way you look at it, I still have more chemo to get through and I think I've just had enough. For the first time, I feel as if I just want it all to go away, please. All things pass, I know, and I am definitely feeling an improvement on last month's cycle, so feel as if I shouldn't be grumbling.

We've had three days in a row of lovely sunshine, such a joy to be outdoors among the blossom.