The simple things

I went to see a movie tonight.  It was a love story.  With hindsight, I wish I hadn't gone.....I am trying to do normal things rather than sit with all my grief around me.
I remembered simple things like when he would lean his head towards mine, and the times when he would kiss my forehead.
I remember when I would gently lift his fingers, to be able to hold his hand.
This picture, it was one night, like so so many, when the love I had for him just would prevent any sleep.....and I could see him in the darkness.  This night, I turned the lights on to see him properly.  My heart swelled with love for him....and so I took a picture.
5th April 2013 it was (that's what blip picked up in the picture info), almost 2 years ago now.
I switched the light back off, snuggled in next to him and breathed in his gorgeous smell.
I miss you mr muff...........I wish I'd kept your love.  More than anything in the world, I wish you were still mine.