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I got an awful night’s sleep last night and was awake very early.  I was thinking of too many things; blip, going back to work, things we had talked about at counselling.

 I headed along to the GP; got blood taken to check my lithium levels. I talked about how I was feeling, and about work. I asked him if he could write a letter to my employer saying I was fit for work as instructed. He’s not sure I am, but I tried hard to convince him. I have to go back or it’s no job for me. I ended up being in there for about 20mins, he is such a good doctor.

Left there and went for a 2nd breakfast. Had to leave earlier than I would liked; I started to feel anxious and I just wanted out.

It was still only 11am.

This afternoon I wanted out and fancied a drive. Drove to South Queensferry where I thought the bridges would be covered by the fog; I was right.

 Home mid-afternoon and plonked myself on the sofa.

I found myself reading the blipcentral entry with tears running. I really do feel for Joe. I am far too emotional these days!

It’s been a very long day……….

I really want my camera back, now!