Searching..

for molluscs I assume in their case and for me the ability to be alone. This holiday was originally booked with the idea that friends may join me but if they couldn't then I would spend the week diving. I also think that having some time truly alone could be hugely beneficial. My life now compared to a year ago is unrecognizable and I really think some me time would be useful. Looking back at my calendar I haven't spent more than 48 hours not with friends or family for over 10 months. 

So naturally I have turned to social media. More IM conversations and an increase in checking the Book. It's so incredibly difficult to just switch off and let myself think. Which is what I need I think to allow me to just 'be'. I don't want to, company is comforting. Talking to people all over the world makes me feel wanted. At some point I am going to need to process everything and such a beautiful setting can't hurt. Maybe I'll try going off-grid for a few days this week, if I can manage it.