Rusty Rudder

Another of my favourite kind of abstract, a rusty rudder. Not being a painter, I couldn't make these pictures so I love that I can do it via the camera.

Got the date for the start of chemo today, 23rd February. I knew I was only putting off the evil day, and I am still feeling well. But the test they do to determine tumour growth has come back in the same range 3 times in a row, from December. So I need to get started before it get dangerous [hopefully]. My choice to defer, my choice to now choose to do it. There is something positive in the same reading 3 times in a row, at least it is not galloping away at the moment, which the oncologist suggested, two tests ago, that it was. At any rate I feel stronger mentally to face it, having delayed a little while.