Rose garden

This mornings plan had been to walk around the bridges, but yet again it was too hot and well I had got out and started my walk, but ended up at the rose garden, where I sat down and enjoyed a little lunch I had packed for myself. took a few photos and then decided that I would walk home again, thinking before I head home I will cool off by walking under the water at Kowhai park, have always thought I don't really care what people think of me, but well when I saw heaps of families there I chickened out and didn't walk right through the water, and as I sit at home now, I think nobody would've taken notice off me really, I would've just been someone else trying to cool off from the heat, is funny how somethings just don't bother us at all and other things we just won't do because is too many people around, or it might mean we are noticed. I guess it is a little like the fact that I will happily sing along to my worship music when walking the streets, not a care in the world who hears me and what they think, one of the people I often walk passed, the other day told me to never stop making a joyful noise to the Lord. What is funny is that when the worship leader asked me if I would join the worship team ages ago my answer was no, because I didn't want to stand up in front of people. I guess the difference is in church I know the people when walking the street most of the people I don't know, although some become regular people I see I still don't really know them. Any way it was good to get out for a little bit today, and now to relax and try to stay cool until church tonight. Now that is exciting it feels like forever since I have been to church am so looking forward to hanging out with my church family tonight and worshiping God with them, and catching up with everyone, funny how much have missed them all, but I guess has nearly been a month since I seen them all.