Rainy day

Today didn't start off good, I couldn't get out of bed for my first lesson so I got into college at 11.15, meaning i had 2 lessons. And Rhe wasn't in, so I had hardly anyone to talk to in my lessons as all my friends are in a different building.

In my second lesson, what should of been my fourth, the fire alarm went off, so we had to walk down 9 flights of stairs to stand outside in the pouring rain and waste half an hour of our lesson just for a fire drill. They pick their times!

But that lesson out the way I went to see Ryan, which was nice. There wasnt a seat spare so he let me sit on his knee and as i did, he put his arms around me and squeezed tightly. That was so nice, just to feel hugged and wanted again.
I've missed a relationship a lot lately, been bugging me.

I was with Ryan for about half an hour before David showed up, we then walked to get tabs, food and money out his bank. Nice spending time with him, just me and him as usually were with everyone else. After we got back to college, david and me sat outside for a tab and we just sat there and talked, he opened up to me today about his family problems which was nice to know he trusts me and can open up woth me. I sat and listened, didn't know what to say to be honest. He missed one lesson to stay with me and bought me some chocolate cake, which was yummy

He had rehersal at 3 so I left to catch my bus home and my friends Jack and Sam were on. I'm closer to Jack as I dont speak to Sam as much, more because im shy as he's gorgeous.
But anyways, sat on the bus playing on temple run with Jack, passing it to the other everytime we died. That entertained me for the journey.

I got home and my mum was home, but packing to stay at her boyfriends, which meant another night in by myself. It was nice to see her, havent seen her since monday. After she left I've done nothing productive.

Im now currently watching Reign of fire. I friggin' love this film. I love dragons and mystical creatures. This was also one of the few films me and my dad both liked. Seeing as I dont talk to my dad its nice to watch it and remember watching it with him.

My blip today was a very last minute thing. It was as I was having a tab on an advert break through the film, I just love the glow of the tab, dont know what it is, just makes it look nice to me. I'm crazy I know
But that is all from me tonight, so hasta luego