Reflections of a low day

Haven't been able to post much. My friend is back in hospital and I am worried so much. He just hasn't had the same confidence to look after himself since he came home. I've tried to do what I could. No doubt I could have done more. My bf has problems about me having a male friend but has made heaps of progress on that score.
This blip was taken yesterday when I'd been to my friend's and taken him to the shops. Maybe it would have been best if he'd stayed indoors and I'd got his shopping.
He just wanted to be with me as he felt safe with me.

Today he's been sent back to hospital by his GP. Oh I just want him stronger and better.

I had problems myself yesterday. I did my back in a little bit which later became a lot and when I got home found mum had soiled herself and when I tried to clean her up my back just would let me support her as she couldn't stand by herself.

I tried to get help and everyone was turning me down. Social Services emergency help said they couldn't do it as nothing had been set up in advance and the district nurses said they couldn't help.

In the end I had to lose it a bit before someone came out. It was two district nurses who said someone would be out again in the morning and someone from social services would contact me.

District nurses came out but I had a phone call to tell me they wouldn't be able to come out over the weekend.

I've phoned social services and am waiting to hear back. I don't hold out much hope of getting any help or support.