First for everything.

This is my first entry, so be kind.
Basically today's been an alright day, some amazing bits, some rubbish bits.

Rubbish bits over and done with first;
been told if I miss one more lesson at college im kicked out, which is not helpful as I need college. Or life is over as we know it.
Mother had a go at me today, which I'm sick of happening.
Ermm, actually think thats it.. Might of been a more positive day than I thought :')

Amazing bits;
I GOT TO INTERVIEW MEDHI AND ADAM FROM BURY TOMORROW (possibly my favourite band ever) and this is a photo of me with them above, Medhi being the one in the hat, Adam the other, Me the little fangirl in the middle :')
Next amazing bit, on twitter later on I was tweeting at Adam and he told me he could of got me into the gig, (which could be classed a bad bid i suppose but he tweeted at me (I'm such a girl))
Made 2 new friends today, Daniel Robson-Carr (who took me to interview Bury Tomorrow) And Rosie Douglas, who honestly seems such a nice lovely, genuine person, which is hard to fine nowadays.

Now I suppose its time to let the stress out.
right.
Here we go.

Basically, most of my stress is to do with boys/college, but at the minute, its really got on top of me.
College; I miss one more lesson and im kicked out, when in fact i haven't missed that many lessons, and the teacher shouldn't be so shit. Truth hurts. And even then, I should just get kicked of the psychology course, not college.
Also my Auntie works there and she told me she wants to talk to me later today, which I am kind of freaking out about because I don't know what it's about.
Oh, i forgot to mention I'm failing college, so no doubt I will be one of the resitters next year, which will be just friggin' awesome.

Boys; There's one called Matty, who I have been friends with for at least ayear now, and I honestly never thought we would go anywhere, but he stayed at mine in the half term, twice actually. The first time was nice and cute and just all snuggly, and the second time was going down that road too, but then out of the blue he kissed me. I didn't know how to react, I mean, yes I do like him, but then I would never think he could like me like that. Does it mean he does? Or was it just a spur of the moment thing? I'm far too shy to ask or even hint.
Then there's David, who is adorable and really likes me and I'm so comfortable with him, but we haven't honestly known each other that long, so I'm unsure about him. It's just stressful. He stresses me out at times, he's too 'try-hard' I guess, which is sweet seeing as he wont give up, but then its just, too much if you get me?

And even after all this, I have SHIT trust issues because of my ex, he ruined my life really, but I haven't noticed it till recently. But now I can honestly say I'm over him, and its been about 10 months, I should of been over him by now, but he was my first love, the one you dont wanna let go of. But if it wasn't for him, I would be in a relationship right now.
I'll probably explain more about him another day when I'm feeling really shit, but for now, I should probably take a nap, I have to be up in 5 hours.

But it was nice joining the Blip community tonight :')
And talking to Rosie, who introduced me to this (:
Catch y'all inabit <3

oh p.s. I promise to shorten my next entry, sorry :')