Pretty Green Eyes.

So full of wonder and despair, it's alright to cry. For i'll be there to wipe your tears, and in your arms, together we're in paradise, and it's so nice. You'll never have to be alone. Never have to be alone.

Please don't go.

Today was the worst day of my life to date. I think this is the end. For me, for everything.

Yesterday my girlfriend told me she was sorry. She told me she was sorry, then she stopped replying. Today I heard from her, as she stood before me, that she has 7 stitches in her upper arm, severed artery, and had spent the afternoon in hospital.

I never thought, that the way i'd lose her, would be her giving up. I never thought it'd get to this. I love her. I love her and I can't do this anymore. I can't, I can't make her better, and this time it's not the sickness that might take her from me. It's her sickness, she's grown tired of how cruel life is to her.

I can't do this anymore.

Jess and Lesley came over. This is one of many good photos taken today. I editted it to create this effect. I am terrified, more scared than I have ever been for her, for myself, for anything, and for everything. I'm losing myself, and i'm losing her.

I love my best friends more than anyone can imagine, and I love her more than even I can contemplate.

I give up. Good day.

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