Grilled Cheesus-esque

Ok I know I haven't been very consistent, probably a trademark of mine that i'm not to proud of. Anyway as I was beginning to clean up for dinner I open the dish washer and see that my mom made a Dromedary! It was of course a "COME LOOK" moment, cause it was my first grilled cheesus-esque experience, although it was burrito sauce dromedary.

The weather has been amazing, I swear I bike for the sheer joy the feel of the sun and the wind, the exertion of the climbs and freedom of the falls, all coupled with the beauty of the forest, of course I may get annoyed at the walkers taking up the entire road forcing me to take serious control over my bike as it has no breaks, my mom said I can send my bike to get fixed again but i'll have to wait until the weather sucks, it's Denmark it will, and I need the freedom of my bike. I'm getting faster to, my 1 hour bike trip is now 40 minutes although I don't entirely believe me Biking app when it tells me I'm going at an average of 16 km/h.

It was my mom's birthday 3 days ago, I love birthdays so I got really into making everything perfect, flowers, presents (i'd have made breakfast but she's a creature of habit and NOT a morning person), I still feel I ruined the dinner, I know I shouldn't have gone it should have been between her and her friends, something that was proven when Tom was brought up and I went into complete defense mode, I can't handle people not knowing who he really was, he's like a sociopath with no real thought to others, a completely selfish human being, he says he misses us, but he never took the time to know us and it makes me furious that he's garnering sympathy. He doesn't matter though, i've had Dad's, father figures, men that stepped up and cared for Chris and I, particularly Verner, my reserve dad, and the reserve is only there cause he isn't biological, he was my dad far more then Tom ever was, when Tom took Chris to work and left him in his office cause he had a meeting he went to Verner's office and they spent the day together, when we missed our mom cause she was away he took us rally driving (and that makes you smile a whole lot more), the one night he had to take care of us, he taught me how to play pool, drank shirley temples with us, made hamburgers and we played video games where we shot tractors at Chickens, I have a Dad.

On to something less close to my heart, my mom got all the extra channels, I freakin love documentaries and I honestly feel I start a majority of conversations with, "I saw this documentary..." followed by some amazing theory or fact. I mentioned how birthdays are important to me, I know Chris couldn't be there so after my mom went to bed I went through Blip, Facebook and my photos to find pictures of Chris and then I made a collage and next to it I wrote " So he's here, Elsker dig, Tillyke".

Also today was the day I accepted my courses for University i'm doing a joint honors program, which after 4 years will give me a Masters degree in both Anthropology and Psychology, sounds kind of scary in all honesty, but it could be so interesting and in all honesty i'm thinking based on everything I here about how people basically don't have classes, I have found out during my gap year that I need to keep myself occupies so that I don't become neurotic in my cleaning. I'm also in the process of applying to SU, which should keep my comfortable.

Victor is also moving in this weekend so that means lots of cleaning, yesterday I good solid 5 hours on the kitchen, living room and hallway. Today my room and tomorrow the upstairs and probably vacuuming the whole freakin house again, I can't start cleaning Victors room until my mom has moved Chris's stuff out, but i'll make it his room again by the time he comes home to visit, or should I?
It's not like he'll live here, it's a guest room for when he visits, I guess i'll ask him.