Stale

Dear Heart,
I spent far too much time following this handsome magpie around the park today, trying to photograph him. He was being quite difficult.
Everything is going cloudy again, and though I'm managing it better than I used to, I'm so tired of it. Nobody told me that "getting better" would take so long. I'm nearly finished with my second year at university and the whole of forever is sprawled out in front of me like a big black, screaming hole.
I need more ice cream.
Love, Lydia x