I love her so much

What a horrible weekend... I just can't enjoy it.. Mickey won't eat. I try everything I can. Also a bit hand feeding formula. I have to hold her very very tight do try that.. She gets SOME of it.. She also doesn't drink, but she gets fluid fighters for the fluid in her body, but.. She has to drink, otherwise she will dehydrate.. I just cooked fresh green beans... She ADORES them.. Just one nip and? Yes.. She let it fall on the floor... I feel so darn helpless and horrible. Okay.. If it is the same tomorrow I have to see I can go over to Prinsenbeek with her for a crop feeding, but the last days she went from one place to another.. So.. Only if it's necessary... Please... Keep thinking of me and my baby. And? Thanks everyone who reacted (can't react on all the separate ones) but it is very much appreciated!

The WHOLE day I am in high contact with the two avian vets of the University clinic (Yvonne and Nico) and they doesn't matter that it is their w eekend.. so that is wonderful. Just 'talked' to them and send them a new photo of Mick's poop of this evening and weighted her again. This morning she was 138 grams and tonight it was 138-140 grams! So.. they told me that is very good and that this means she DID eat some and didn't loose weight fast. Mickey went in her cage to go to sleep and I gave her some biological millet and guess what?? In a few minutes she went over to it and started eating. Thank God! All the things I did today had a good goal that her weight is still OK!