Good Day

I am too serious.

To those who know me well, this would sound ridiculous and untrue...but deep in my heart, and in the small part of my brain that holds thoughts I never let out, I am.

The world sees me as light hearted, silly, and free. This part of me that the world sees is the part I love. I am ever so intimidated by everything I feel, think, and fear. Maybe that's just what comes with growing up, though. I know that each day that passes is another chance to overcome these things that intimidate me. 2012 has been intense, and we're only 25 days in. In the past 25 days I have felt (more than ever) myself changing and growing. I want to be that light hearted, carefree, silly girl. Without the dark spots! So, as of now, this very moment, I'm going to focus on being the woman I want to be. I'm going to try my very hardest to stop thinking so hard, enjoy every little moment, and let go of the pieces of me that I hate.

I saw something beautiful in the eyes of a man last night. After what I saw, and what I was told, I was inspired. Inspired and reminded, too, that there are sides of people that you may never see. If you do see them, though, be grateful. I sure am.