oh the irony...

i thought at lunchtime, having just done most of the ironing, that i'd blip the iron, to save me looking for anything else relevent to the day. little did i know it would also be relevent because i felt a little later on in the day like flattening someone!

my bad, i freely admit, but is misinterpretation of the signals such a crime? yes, i read things into a conversation that i wanted to see, but don't we all sometimes? and if you know that i do this, wouldn't you take care in such conversation to say 'nice thought tho that is, i actually can't'? or am i looking for excuses for my behaviour here? probably, but that doesn't mean i'm entirely in the wrong over today, i hope.

this much i know: i've been exhausted, stressed and pissed off plenty this past week and a half. but not til walking home tonight have i been conversing with myself (internally) about the day and felt like crying. i can't do this any more, time to wake up the elephant in the room and sort this bloody situation out.