Some things never change, others change everything

Hi everyone.

This is my first blip, but I've been aware of this site for quite some time, since some people very close to me have used this site to give themselves an outlet for all the stresses and strains of life, as well as the joys and jubilations. They've build up a large support base and made some new friends, who they've been able to share some of their most personal thoughts.

This is partly why I've decided to join up, because I've been going through a variety of emotions over the last two months and feel a need to express myself without advertising it to all my friends on facebook. Not that I haven't got supportive friends and family on facebook, just that you really are washing your dirty linen in public on facebook, which isn't fair to them, not fair to myself and not fair to anyone involved.

Ok, That's the introduction done. Now to talk a little about the photo. This was just taken on my phone's camera and shows practically what my day contains, looking at spreadsheets and emails. That's my life so far and it hasn't really changed much in the 6 years that I've been doing it. I'll probably talk about my job later on.

This blip was meant to be about love. Me and my girlfriend have split after just over a year together, and despite it's ups and down, it was the best year of my life. I could've have dreamt up a better person to share my heart and life with, but no it's gone. We're going to try and be friends, and see if we can regain trust that way. I'd rather have her back now, learning from our mistakes and continue our lives with each other, but if that's what she wants then I'll take that just to keep her as a part of my life.

That's all for now, as I've already taken up a lot of your time and I can't write any more of this, because it brings me to tears. It's amazing how things can change so quickly.

I might not get to see you as often as I'd like, I may not get to hold you in my arms at night, but deep in my heart I know that it's true. No matter what happens... I'll always love you.