My grandma, my heart.

I had to change my entry for yesterday.

This picture breaks my heart. Maxi is looking up and the moment after this he is throwing kisses to her with his tears flowing.. He is so incredible sad at this very moment and he cried and cried on his way home. He asked so many questions like, when will grandma die? I want to wear a suit at her funeral, how old will I be when she dies? Where will I live if you die?

We answered his questions calmly. He knows we have a plan if Tommy and me die. We have already picked the home where he will stay. Deep and hard questions but things can happen and the children's questions need to be answered i believe.

i have a belief we need to dare speak about the death coz our youngsters already have so many thoughts about it, naturally. Then we grown up needs to be natural about it..

Annelie