Breaking Point

Thank you to everyone who has expressed concern at my two day hiatus, I'd love to report to you things are okay and I've had a ball. Sadly they're not and I haven't.

On Friday evening all the bad food, late nights and stressful incidents finally took their toll and I found myself laying awake all night in bed mulling things over. By the time Saturday came I had neither the impetus to sleep or the inclination to get up. Saturday night followed, an uncomfortable example of being too tired to sleep. I expected a great sleep last night, but the pressure of a 6am alarm meant I finally dozed off shortly before five to.

It's now 11.41am on Monday meaning bar the odd five minutes here and there I have actually been awake for around 76 hours. I do know two things: this is a personal best for me and it isn't a good thing. I have felt sick for a majority of that time and have been unable to eat much at all. I fear this is the much publicised 'stress' finally making its mark on me.

I headed into work but am going home to prepare for what will hopefully be a bit of shut eye, followed by a trip to my doctor tomorrow to discuss what appears to be 'breaking point' in my battle against stress.

Wish me luck.