A Semblance of Hope

part 3 of 3

I had so much left to say for this one, but for some reason I'm no longer interested. If I don't have an idea I'm terrified of losing I don't write.

I guess I was just thinking about purpose. It's came up recently in conversation with a few of my friends. It never came up before, but it turns out they're religious or at least sort of. When I find this stuff out I usually just say, "You believe that?" with a slightly condescending tone, to which they reply, "What do you believe?" I just say, "Nothing." It's maybe the easy way out. I wouldn't be teaching if I didn't care about something, believe in something, at least a little bit. I don't know. Even if it is all bullshit, and it probably is, I'm really happy to be a part of it. Emotions, relationships, human drama, it's all so pedestrian, but I like it.

That's it. To feel and to be felt. What we're trying to do is really connect with one other person. That's enough for me. I hope it's enough for you.

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posted 03/03/2011
from Benbecula, UK