Why is it so hard to find that someone? How can people spend their whole lives looking and never find them? How can things get in the way so easily? How can you fall for people, who never fell for you? And why is it always the wrong ones who want you the most? Why is it never fair? Why is everything Read more...

Why is it so hard to find that someone? How can people spend their whole lives looking and never find them? How can things get in the way so easily? How can you fall for people, who never fell for you? And why is it always the wrong ones who want you the most? Why is it never fair? Why is everything so difficult?

I don't want to be a Jane Austen, or a Miss Haversham. I want to get married, and have a family. I want to be Lizzie. I want to be Estella. I want everything to work out in the end.

But this here - this is me waiting to see. This is me sitting back and not trying to control things any more. It hasn't worked for the last 22 years anyway.

Come join me on the journey. Meet the men that I meet, the ones that I've met. You can see it all through my eyes, as it unfolds. Come join me on the journey and lets see if one day, I get my happy ever after.