Thursday

Dedication to the job or dedication to the dress up role. I couldn't find any yellow and Orange tights so took some yellow ones and spent a good couple of hours drawing Orange strips on them in fabric pen. My hands were Orange by the time I had finished. Hoping my legs won't go Orange when I wear them. The things you do for world book day.


My Nan is still poorly. She's had a series of strokes and we've been told that mentally she won't get any better. It's a bit of a shock to the system to see your 89 year old Nan revert to a 5 year old who doesn't always recognise you. I need to go and visit her again but can't. I need to be stronger for my mum and for my Nan but don't seem to be able to do it at the moment. I'm scared of having to face the reality that she's not the Nan I remember and a Nan that doesn't really remember me. Even worse I don't no what to do to make it better...