the day i tried hard #8

this odissey through my last one week and a half is not always happy and introspective sometimes as it would be in Avalon Valley with mr exley.
But i'm no football fan.
Imperialists are paper tigers and chinese kids grow more and more spoiled and fat. Mor than i am myself, and since i feel competition in being spoiled and fat i try making them feel bad about being chinese. Sometimes it works, sometimes i see myself hanging down a roof and the sophomore question is:
would a tie carry my spoiled and fat (but western) body 'till i suffocate or i'll have to try something different?
and, most important:
not being able to tie a decent 'hangman' know, will it be okay if i attempt a disordered casual one?