Maybe not little and frighten, and as you can see, not in forest.
But for sure avaid of adventures and extremly weary of city and monotony...
I waste this great time for sitting with books and learnig.
Even if I finish study, I know that it won't help me in my work...
So... What do I do here?

Life is like a mosaic.
Life is a valuable gift from Many-Names Guy.
And you're an atist.
It becomes from you, how pretty strange this mosaic'll be.