Beautiful but Fake

This is a backblip from last night. There are many times when I feel my life if a falsehood. A beautiful lie.

I say this because I try so hard to smile through my pain. Only when things get really bad, do I truly fall apart.

But there is always tomorrow. One day I will be true to myself, and those around me.

One day I will not need to hide tears with a smile. There will be no tears to hide!