i'm building my castle

well, you built up a world of magic because your real life is tragic.

if it's not real, you can't hold it in your hand, you can't feel it with your heart, & i won't believe it.

but if it's true, you can see it with your eyes, even in the dark.


it's nice how paramore put my thoughts into words. i'm afraid i've put myself into another one of my magic worlds, a world that isn't real and will come crashing down, that my "head's in the clouds."

i have too many fears, yo.