too much

It's only been about a week of school and already my desk is filled with junk
and homework and other misc. stuff. Whenever I look at my desk, I sometimes think that this is what my inner self is like.

Too many things... A mess.

My mom would always tell me that I have too many things in mind, that I don't focus on one thing. And this is something that I really want to change about myself. I don't want to be wishy-washy. I want to be able to focus and to be able to make a decision without backing out of it.

I want to change.