I am nervous tonight, and restless. Tomorrow I am going to meet a person who might be a part of me changing direction in life. I have been thru so much lately and my mind is honestly really tired.

I am ok and i will be fine. I am just so "brain tired" if you guys understand what I mean, using my poor english? My thoughts are all over the place, like 3000 ants walking around in my head talking to each other, all in one mouth..haha

No wonder i am tired... I am not crazy, I know even though you readers might wonder when i start to speak about ants inside my head. I only have one hell of a active mind...

I realize i might sound crazy so I´ll stop write, here and now...

But I continue..

... I am longing for my husband. He is working the late shift and I miss him. He should be here by now but he is not. At once my brain start working. Should I phone him, has something happened? I know it hasn't but i will go call him just to be sure.

Over and out.

Annelie