here in these deep city lights...

girl could get lost tonight.

i love this road.

i've been thinking a lot about:
-why in the world i go to school
-how working hard in school gives glory to God
-how to live without fear

seriously, i hate school. several weeks ago someone in college asked me the first two questions listed above, and i couldn't give an answer that involved Him in it. that person then responded with, "well, then you'll have to learn that for yourself through God."
i asked, "does that involve potentially receiving bad grades?"
"yes."

so just let me figure this out. i don't want all of this to be a race toward nowhere. i got a little idea of it today, but then i lost it.

i hate school.