No tears

Dear dad,

I'll take care myself and mum. No more worries about me. I've already grown up.
R.I.P.

Yours little girl.

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I know someday I'd be regret and hate myself so much that I was damning at work when the moment came. I just don't know how to handle it. Or I'll never believe you're not besides me anymore... but yes you'll be in my heart for my entirely life.