oh, college.

early decision admissions results came out today for a certain university that i would do almost anything to go to. my facebook homepage was loaded with statuses of acceptance, and every single one made me more apprehensive about my future admissions.

hearing about people getting deferred scares the living heck out of me because the second to last thing i want is to not know whether or not i'm accepted into my dream college while others around me already know. & of course, the last thing i want is to be rejected. *shivers*

however, i came across this page in a postsecret book tonight, and it just broke me down. i've been worrying tremendous amounts, but i still have to remember that in the very end, the college i end up going to isn't going to make or break my life, though at this moment, it surely seems like it will.