How Fucking Hard?....

....must a man be to face himself, and ask the hard questions...

I am a harsh critic, no exceptions, no excuses, not even for myself.....

So, should I stay and fight, or run away, and hope for better?....

Its fifty percent foregone conclusion, and fifty cents worth of worthless speculation.

Fuck this, and fuck all the choices that have to be made, and fuck idiot sons, and fuck my government, and fuck the facile greed and stupidity that force these thoughts and delibertations.

Really, fuck it.

Lucky me, tho-(truly), I have ample reason to go on, and continue.