you know that point in your life...

where the house you grew up in doesn't feel like home anymore? that idea of home is gone...

i love garden state. and i am totally feeling it, more so than i did when i graduated from college the first time. i have no real idea what i am doing with my life.

this feeling is probably also coming from the fact that i watched the graduate last night, while playing the board game "life". so many decisions!

a good friend left today and is currently making the dangerous trek across the states to their home town. wish them well. they are missed already.

i spent the day with another friend whom i missed dearly while i was away, getting some minor christmas shopping done. then, after decorating the christmas tree, i met up with a different friend for chai and then cheese fries.

our server had extremely captivating eyes (much like the server at the O.G. the previous night) that were literally hypnotizing. like i forgot what i ordered right after ordering it and then wondered why i had a plate of cheese fries and hummus in front of me minutes later. instead of saying "you have extremely captivating eyes" i opted to leave the tip with this little guy i smuggled back from oz.