I walked towards this tree, which has been in my yard for years until a couple of years ago, it doesn't produce any flowers nor leaves. I beleived it's been infected by some sort of disease. I didn't chop it down for years. Today, I saw this fungi growing on it ... the more I look at it, the more it hit me deep in my heart ...

Sickness of the hearts are just like the disease on this tree. There's medicine for it but if I didn't treat it, it will be like this tree ... I guess I should just let it go, let it go of the things that's been in my heart for quite some time ... Just like this lyrics from a song:

"... Tryin' to make somebody care for you
The way I do
Is like tryin' to catch the rain
.... "

Sometimes, I try so hard to care for people, and in return, am still sitting here waiting ... Am I ready to chop it down ... perhaps, when the right time comes, I'll do it ...