Muted

To be very honest my heart has been saying NO, as much as I keep trying to say YES.

I could learn to love it here with time. But as romantic as I can be I am a cautious person too. I am especially cautious of traps. I fear trying to live in this expensive place I will blow through all of my hard won savings and become trapped. I need more than a desire and a wish to do creative work here, I need a good job in New York. Unless that comes soon I will head elsewhere to continue this education.

Oh, there are many paths! The trick is choosing the right one...