the high before the low.

Rubbish, rubbish day.

so many reasons that I won't and can't really go into.

The worst now being Alfie being poorly again. High temp, off his food, achey to the point of asking for calpol which never happens. Nursery is so good for him on so many levels but catching every bug going means he has yet to do a full week.

(In such a bad way tonight have got really worried about him, all the old fears rushing back. He wouldn't let me out of his sight for ages, howling when I went to the loo. The off the food bit is the worst, he NEVER goes off his food.

I still feel vile with my foot and the fact that any antibiotics that don't make me v sick and rashy always leave me feeling awful and drained to the point of passing out sleepy. I had to walk Alfie down to nursery today as Stuart needed the car and then got stuck killing time for more than 2 hours because I couldn't face walking home with a sore cold foot as I still have to look like a total plank wearing flip flops!

Thank you for people's concern when I have been moaning about thing, just stuff gets on top of me that I don't feel free to say about and at least here I can sort of vent :-).

Whinge over! Heres hoping my wee man is a bit better in the morning, no nursery though. So hopefully a lie in for us both and a quiet day.

And now hit the vomit stage.... and the teary bit and that is just me!