DAY 20: What is your wildest dream?

I have tons.

Possible and Impossible Dreams.

Wildest?

I have even more...


Last night, I was thinking, What do I really want from life? And I was counting in my fingers the things I want and want and want. Then I found myself drifted off to places I want to be, doing the things that I really want to do. I fell asleep, probably took those brainworks until I drifted off and then I woke up this morning with blank thoughts. I shooks off those nonsense for a while and started my day at work. I went out for some errands and did some side shots of the streets and all from time to time. I went home and scanned my shots today and found some interesting pictures. Some of them I photograph 2-3 times already.

I still don't know what to blip! ...

I pondered on the word "wildest" and the light bulb popped up above my head. The "ahuh!" moment came and I had the shy grin on my face. I know I will be too revealing today but I don't care. So, one of my wildest dream is...

To Be A Fairy...

*expecting some smirks, laugh and "Whatta.." reactions here*

Yes, I want to be a Fairy. Not just a typical fairy but a special fairy. In my world, it's colorful and your world is black and white. And fairies like me want to give colors to your world. Then one day, we came down from a rainbow and together we sprinkle pixie dusts on earth and everything became colorful. But people continue to take advantage of every single thing in your world. You destroyed everything and didn't care for anything. Then the Mighty Power was very angry and he punished the earth. He changed everything back to black and white. Your world became dull again, sad...very sad. You suffered from sadness and depression and some of you died in spirit. You forgot your heart and you started to hate each other. You became envious, liars and you hurt one another, even yourselves. The fairies was so sad of what's happening and we decided to ask the Mighty Power to give you another chance. He didn't say YES nor NO. Instead, he gave us a task. From then on, there will be 4 seasons on earth. He divided the fairies to 4 groups. The Winter, Spring, Summer and Autumn (Yes, like tinkerbell in Peter Pan. I love tinkerbell, hehe). I belonged to the Spring and I'm happy about it. Every spring, we fly away with our wings and magic wand. From the rainbow, we slide down to earth, touching every flower and give colors to it. We dance with the wind, we throw pixie dust from pixie hallow tree, we sing with birds and celebrate love. And from time to time, we allow little children to have a glimpse of us to let them know that because of love, magic is real... *sigh!*

Since I was small, I so wanted to have wings and magic wand. With one whip of my wand, a child's wish will come true. But as I grew up I realized that life is not about magic. It's about hardwork and survival. I kept my child's dream in a box with key and didn't plan to open it again. I approached life in reality and I realized it's not as easy as whipping a magic wand. I've been there, I've done that. That's life and there's no such thing as magic. There are moments when you want to give up and leave it all behind but you can't. You have to continue to work hard and sometimes even harder. You need perseverance and loads of patience but sometimes it doesn't pay off. But in the end, I learned to accept it, adapted to it and get used to it. I became optimistic and I survived life.

And today, I opened the box but I realized, I can't be a fairy...

because I'm too fat and my wings are too small...

You cannot fly Julie... duh?! *rolling eyeballs*

Note: Well you do have a crown this week, you are usually very colourful and imaginative and make people happy with your words and pictures so you are getting there. Who needs wings. --- From dianedobb

*blushing*


DAY 21: Something you crave for a lot!

FOOD!!!! *big grin*