A blurry day

A nice start to the day with a swim and a coffee.
Felt almost at peace for a while. First time in a bit.

Off to Mums in the afternoon.

Steven had asked her to look out pictures of Dad in a suit. They want to put a photo of him on the table beside them as they get married and also at the top table .
Well, that started a hugely emotional afternoon.

As the wedding is getting closer it is getting harder to think about, how Dad is not going to be there, what a huge gap that will be.

Then on the way home I nearly knocked over a little girl who just ran out of a side street over shooting the pavement and on to the road. What a fright I got.

I feel another cry coming on.......