Blue Day

I went to school and ended up get "tom" (time.of.month) during school with no essentials to help me out. So that was pretty embarrassing. I went home took a shower and was in uber pain. Took a nap, went over Elanas house. Then we went to mcdonalds and came home. I tried to do homework but, i just couldnt. Went over the boyfriends house, did my homework and it was shitty. I just wasnt my self i guess. I feel like we arent gonna work, he is saying the same shit he used to say in the beginning. " I dont know you " "What do you want this to get bored" "Want us to fall so it will get boring" i dont know. Sucky day. I just want to cry because i feel helpless with life at the moment. Bye.