Heartache.

Maxi has some heartache. I learned during my years as a mother to try bring my childrens feelings out, in the air. It is easier then, to reflect and also help them to understand themselves.

In Maximilians case I use a "story" way.

Whenever i feel he has feelings inside I use it. Not too often but often enough for him.

Tonight, at bedtime was one of those moments.

Once upon a time there was a little boy. He was 7 years old and he felt so lonely inside. He had older siblings and he felt they did not have time with him. So as often as he could he use to act out and to make them even angry with him. What he meant was, see me, I am here. Play with me, I am lonely.

When i say like this, he use to react and say, mom, that is me and he use to relise the tears and sadness that has to get out.

I realized I dont have time to do the full blipping. I have too much to do now when work started, when school started. I would love to sit down and look at photos, leave comments but i cant find enough time to look thru every journal as i would love to. I know it is life, but I miss it.

Annelie