Tiki man

This is the tikiman that is a fountain in my room. He's very relaxing.
He normally has a candle in his head but it burned out.

Today was a good day aside from spraining or breaking my toe, that was an adventure. Each day that passes I find more contentment for now. Its time to rest from the battle for awhile, wait on God. I have been studying what christian leaders are, what the church is and soon to be studying what missions is. I am taking a class called perspectives, it should be fun. I have homework for the first time in two years! Crazy!! I find the hollowness running away for now, but somehow its there if I allow i to be. I know that many hard decisions are to come, but for now in order to go forward with my dreams I have to rest. Rest, a word sometimes so foreign to my vocabulary and even more scarce and foreign in my life.
I am sitting in my room listening to the sultry blusy voice of Ella Fitzgerald and still wishin you were here. Will I ever get over wanting you? Missing you? Oh relationships. Things so needed and yet things that cause the walls of our harts to constrict when those we love are gone. I miss you you know. It's weird to me often that you are not here, so non normal and yet so much my reality. Oh well. Here's to the kingdom love and to all the goodness He brings. Oh and Huwa, I still havn't unlocked the Tiki character in Polar golf... maybe I should work on that..