I am in grief and also in heaven. My iMac seem to be ok but I did loose EVERYTHING. I guess i learned my lesson and will as soon as possible by me another usb based hard drive to save my data on.

I seek support in my beloved husband and keeping myself close to him. I havent felt for a blip tonight and was so close to just not do it but then i had the camera in my sofa while sitting next to my love. This will be it for today, two swedish, married and dirty feet.

Up early tomorrow, openinig the day care at 6.30, oh my oh my... Universe, be with me!