A new begining

Been going through quite a low phase of my life recently, you know the sort of times when it feels like everything is going wrong. And you cant see the wood for the trees. You take it out on the ones you love the most, and no matter what they suggest you just think that everything is crap and will never get better.

This isnt the first time ive been through a phase like this, and im sure that there will be a few ups and downs on the way back to the road of positive thinking and total happiness.

But today I woke up and decided that life is to short to be feeling like this and I can probably understand now what experiences that i have been through in the last year that have brought me to this stage in life, and as we approach what will be the 1 year aniversary of quite a major trauma, its time to let it go and get on with the rest of my life. Tommorow is another day and the day after that there is another one. Each one can be filled with new and exciting adventures if i let it.

Sorry if this sounds like a bit of i dont know what, but ive been keeping it all shut away and i suppose talking about it here is part of the healing process.

So on with life Im going away on friday to spend a whole month away with the girl of my dreams, and i cant wait. no work no internet no clients to worry about it will be just me and her. and hoping we meet some cool people on the way.

sorry for the outpouring