Affinity

My last night in "freedom". Tomorrow i start work again after 6 weeks off. I will have to leave my love, sleeping, in our bed and leave my house. it is hurting in my heart. The love i feel for him, how can i describe it? I guess i cant.

Silly, i know, but i just love to be with him, often in silence. I adore to watch him work with those incredible hands.

We had 2 weeks now, together. Each day i felt something new. How is that possible after nearly 20 years together? I have no clue.

You are exhausted my love. You are sleeping in the sofa in front of me. The beeper been calling on you several nights now and you been away, fighting fires, being a good citizens for the people in our village. I will miss you so tomorrow. Somehow you are always on my mind, just a thought away. Sometimes i just run home, if i know you are here before me and sometimes i cant wait patience enough if i am here before you. I love you, Mr angel, with all of my heart and more...