Just

another flower. Hope its not getting boring, but its all I can seem to manage 'in between' rushing to the hospital and back home to pay some attention to the boys.
Today Marc, my oldest son had a break down. R. is not his biological father, but emotionally he feels like a father to him. I've talked with the children a lot about R being ill and in hospital, but Marc himself is not much of a talker. His PDD-NOS really gets in the way when it comes to talking about how he feels or how he experiances things that happen. His fear expresses in anger to himself and me mostly. He cried out loud for R. and him being a 16 year old boy, it was heart breaking for me to see him like that.

R. had a good day, well awake he watched the last day of the Tour the France! The docter told me they might want to disconnect him from the ventilator tomorrow!

Silence in me....


PS: One year ago you might want to take a look at Mr. Powerplanter! :-)