My dream.

My love of my life decided we should go on an "old military bunker hunt". I was like "WHAT"? Sometimes, in between my cigarets pauses and blip, he reach the computer. Obviously he found a homepage showing pictures of old bunkers in a car reachable are around us.

I have been crawling up the hills, having branches in my face, nearly falling DOWN the hills, sweating like crazy in the heat wearing jeans coz of the damn tics. All the time listening to them talking about old war and bla bla bla. Maximilians questions never ended and Tommy just answered them nice and calm (how he now manage to stay calm with me muttering in the background). I lived thru an argument with Maxi on the open street coz he FORBIDDEN me to take more pics and was screaming like crazy at me and i screamed back! Tommy even managed to stay calm then, he just had those bunkers in his head!

Finally we saw them and finally we could walk back to the car. I was tired, thirsty and a little annoyed but when i walked behind them still muttering. Suddenly I saw the situation in another light. Suddenly I felt a love in my chest, burning and i nearly started to cry. They grabbed each others hands and just walked in silence and my mood just ran off me.

In front of me, my dream is walking. I remember when i was in the lonely age of 15 and thought that no one will ever love me. No one will ever have a baby with me and I will live alone for the rest of my life. Now, 23 years later, i am walking behind my husband and he holds child number 3 in the hand.. I couldn't ask for more. I know I said it before but I do thank universe EVERY SINGLE day. I know the picture is to blurry but i don't care, after all, it is a dream...

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